February 2012
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things to buy on friday:
fake nails (look I know this sounds dumb but it’s literally the only way I’ll be able to stop biting my nails)
food
clothing
some sort of reusable water bottle
other necessities I guess
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shit to do tomorrow:
general morning things (eat, shower, etc.)
copy down everything for my psych test
recite poem a few more times, print out a copy of it
go to school and not die
go to the gym
go to work
go to jared’s
pass the fuck out (not at jared’s, though, because he has school the next day)
it’s not going to be a busy day buuuuut there’s still quite a bit...
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dear period,
I’m glad you’re coming now even though I’ve spent money on pregnancy tests and I’ve restarted my birth control (which means you shouldn’t be coming at all)
though I really hate the cramps you’re giving me because they hurt a lot and ugh
but whatever, I like you a lot
love, leah
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so I ended up picking a poem yaaaaaay (it’s a riddle from silent hill 3 actually but shhhhh)
Pure eyes, blue like a glassy bead—- You are always looking at me and I am always looking at you. Ah, you’re too meek—- beautiful, unspoiled: thus I’m so sad, I suffer—- and so happy, it hurts. I want to hurt you and destroy myself What you would think if you knew how I...
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so I have to do this thing where I recite a poem in front of everyone in my communications class
and uhm
I can also pick songs if I want to
but I’m really bad at this so if you guys want to throw something my way that’ll take 2-3 minutes to recite, I’ll happily use it
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so guys I have medical/vision/dental/life insurance with aetna now, all by myself, without my parents.
I’m growing up so fast!
riarii:
sergeantpoptart:
aishaneko:
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okay now let’s take a moment to discuss how perfect jared is
goddamn I love this dude so fucking much
we were discussing about what our kid would look like (if we had one which won’t happen because I’m not having kids ever) and he was insisting it would be a boy and I was insisting it would be a girl and I came up with this general outline of what our kid would have:
really...
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let’s take a moment out of our busy lives and remind ourselves how wonderful katawa shoujo is
sigh~
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things to do tomorrow:
eat
go to the gym
study for calc
do other homework
go to calc
pass the test (hopefully)
pass out
how eventful. right now I’m doing college things. woo. college.
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the three forms of birth control I use:
condoms
pills
retail
“Now, at that time in my life [around 2008], it felt very much like, ‘OK. The...”
– Trent Reznor on the music industry (via youremyguitarhero)
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hi my name is leah and I have spent about an hour rewording a status update because I am so angry I cannot even english
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I feel like the only thing that actually gets me productive anymore is if I start planning things.
like I’m planning another trip to sweden over the summer despite the fact that I won’t be going there at all. I’m just doing it for the sake of doing it.
I’m planning other trips, too. I’m planning classes for the summer and next semester.
I like planning. I...
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“one does not simply define beauty”
leah get off the internet, really terrible memes are leaking onto your paper
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it’s past 7:45 and I’m just now starting my homework. I have to leave the house by 9.
I am so fucked :D
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things I am looking forward to this week:
getting paid
potential rest
maybe seeing friends
picking out a poem to recite for communications
trying to figure out a certain situation at work
going to the gym
things I am not looking forward to this week:
everything I have to do tomorrow morning
that calc test
work on friday and saturday
being incredibly busy in general
probably not going...
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homework I need to do before 9:30 tomorrow morning:
paper on “what is beauty?” for art
some stupid worksheet for art
study for the midterm tomorrow for art
MAAAAAAAN FUCK THAT CLASS, SERIOUSLY
fill out occupations sheet for communications
I’m skipping psych tomorrow (again *sigh*) to do this shit because otherwise I’m about to fail out of art and that will not fly
...
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acetrainerbitch:
they said they thought black and white 2 was a dumb idea
so I wore black and white 2 their funeral
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did I tell you guys about the time I was waking up from the anesthesia after my second surgery and I punched my anesthesiologist in the face
except I don’t remember it at all
when I saw him later on he was like “you hit me! in the nose! I wasn’t expecting such a fight from you!” and he had the cutest accent too
so in conclusion I punched a poor dude with a cute accent in...
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“if we listened to evanescence in the car, how much would you hate me?”
“No.”
JARED THIS IS WHY WE CAN’T HAVE NICE THINGS
I AM HEREBY REVOKING MY BESTFRIENDSHIP RIGHT NOW
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so I used jared’s deodorant today
and holy FUCK I smell so good
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“I love you just the way you are, and I wouldn’t change a thing.”
nnnnnnnnnnnnnngh this is why jared is my best friend because he says things like this and makes me realise it’s okay to be the way I am
I want to run to his house and give him a hug but like, that’s a four mile run and I am not in any shape to do such a thing
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judging by the fact that maria and deanna both liked my last post, it was pretty relatable or something
good to know, good to know.
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hooo boy I talk too much about nothing
I want to destroy myself.
not in the sense that I would do something to hurt myself or kill myself. I don’t want to do that. I just want to tear myself down. I want to start over. I want to take almost everything I’m familiar with and rip it to shreds or get rid of it entirely.
I guess this is some of what I’d like to do, in bullet...
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Steven Wilson's vocals on Bleak
youremyguitarhero:
exopolitician:
DAT VOICE
WOW
DAT VOICE I JUST WANT TO SAKLFJS:LGJL:AJL:KSAGA
I concur
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cupofplumtea:
NUMBER ONE TUMBLR RULE: WHEN TUMBLR’S CREATOR IS ON YOUR DASH, AUTOMATIC REBL—
“when life throws pies at you, you make yourself a tall cool glass of piemonade”
– Strong Bad
(via coughmanic)
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fantasticsunshine replied to your video: tw wihng youve ALH BEEN WAIYUHNG FORrRNRBN
What the heck? Lol. Your spelling (or lack there of) reminds my of your vicoden tumbling.
you know I should probably just like
not take drugs ever again
for anything D:
Watchyouremyguitarhero:
sadtoasteroven:
tw wihng youve ALH BEEN WAIYUHNG FORrRNRBN
I love you so much you precious beautiful thing you
I DON’T REMEMBER THIS EITHER
I AM REALLY CONCERNED
Watchsupascooperandmightymansh:
sadtoasteroven:
SOTYIR TIMRSWITH LEAHSNM
These are the people I’m friends with.
They’re all on fucking tonnes of drugs.
SERIOUSLY GUYS I DON’T REMEMBER DOING THIS WHAT IS GOING ON
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okay would someone kindly explain to me what the hell happened last night?
because uhm
I remember none of this ._.